SaiaitheJesusFreak

I laugh because you're so sweet; I laugh when I can't cry. I laugh when I face defeat, And I laugh to fight goodbye. I love so I can heal; I love because it's in style. I love, to know I feel, And I love so you will smile. I mourn my wasted time; I mourn missed opportunity. I mourn the voice that died, And I mourn what you will see. You stare because I am loud; You stare because you fear. You stare when I voice doubt; And you stare as I come near. We wonder about the past; We wonder if and how. We wonder if the memories will last, Yet we know how little all this matters now

Millions of pretty stars Falling straight from your heart. Beautiful heartbreak, Beautiful soul. Whispered hopes and dreams, So many not your own. Some succeed and some fail, And slowly you fall apart. Self-appointed Atlas, Unable to carry yourself as well, Where are the stars we once watched together? Moonless night engulfs you now. Smooth, soft words flow your way. No reaction, no light. Kicks, screams, and fists meet your ears – No stir, no pulse. Tear into the pieces gathering around your feet, Peer through weary eyes and thoughts, And reach out to my entirety. Feel the rush of air. These baby steps require such g

         Laying on my bed My heavy eyes close and I slowly drift into the past. The bright, warm sun is beating down on me. There are many people surrounding You, Seeking Your words of wisdom. All of us children hang on Your every word So we can grow up to be like You. We decide to run to You We want to be so close Shy smiles and giggles of joy start to surround our Teacher. My smile is now as big as it can possibly be. Suddenly, Your disciples come towards us. They tell us to leave You alone. I want to cry. I don't want to leave. The children who were running to You stand still. We stare at Your disciples and we don't kno

                                               You and I I'm standing in a world untouched by time. The slowly setting sun is giving all things a touch of gold. Leaves in every shade of green sway gently in the soft breeze that tickles my face. Clouds, majestic and mysterious speckle the golden sky. Birds are chirping, their voices joining to become a unique song that demands attention from all. The clear waters of a river glide over and around multiple stones. I am completely captivated by this beauty And I find myself falling deeply in love with You like so many times before. You have given this world of beauty to me so You and I c

I lay here on the ground My fragile soul is broken once more Pain is consuming my heart and bitterness is covering my sight I can't handle the hurt or stop the tears from escaping my eyes I feel so confused and sad I feel completely alone Then I feel two arms encircle me and hold me tight Warmth spreads throughout my frozen veins and light begins to break through my darkened soul A soft and gentle voice whispers in my ear, "It's alright. Just let everything out. Tell me all your sorrows. There is no need to try hiding your pain from me. It can not change how I feel about you." And as I tell of my burdens, tears begin flowing down

Each day I grow wearier as life slowly beats my soul Getting back up from my falls becomes nearly impossible And crying is the only thing I seem to know how to do Will You pull me up from the ground and save me from this world? I need Your strength because mine has left me Steady me and send me on my way Lord, I know life isn't gonna become easier It's going to get harder, but I know that So could You just stand by me and be ready to catch me 'Cause I'm sure another fall is on the way

                                       Always I dream of our future together And all the good times we'll have ,and I can't wait for the day when you say You want to be with me forever. I dream of our future together And all the hard times we'll face, and I long for the days I will be right beside The one who will support me forever. I dream of our future together And the new life we will create, and I imagine the sound of a laughing child As she's watched by parents who'll love her forever. I dream of our future together And the day this all will come true and You and I will walk side by side With the promise of love for

                                                  Betrayal I know I've told You this nearly a hundred times before. "I'm sorry" just doesn't cut it anymore. I turned away from all your grace to do things all on my own. You love me like no one ever has or ever will, I know, But I just can't seem to break this cycle of betrayal. I said that I love You and that I will live for You, but I forget You and deliberately run from Your words. So here's my hundredth sorry and an "I'll be good" And I hope You can forgive me my treason.

                                    Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto (as much as I wish I do) or the Bible, which is where I got the title.                                                                     Love is Blind I can't explain how it happened. I don't know why it happened. All I know is this: somewhere along the line we fell in love. He is everything unsafe. He is everything I am not: angry, vengeful, aggressive. Yet, he makes me whole, completes me. Each moment with him reveals more and more about the beauty of his nature. Each day I learn more and love more. I love the way he touches the tips of his fingers to mine. Affec

                                                             Will You Still Love Me? Will you still love me when I remove this mask, When my heart is laid out on the table? Can I trust you with my little secrets? Is it safe for me to let you see who I really am? Will you still love me when my soul is bared And all my faults, fears and flaws are revealed? Can I be sure you won't turn away And act as if such things do not exist in me? Will you still love me when all this has passed? I don't want to lose you. But no matter what you choose to do, I will still love you.